My life feels ungrounded. I am in a six year relationship and my boyfriend wants to marry me, but I want to go overseas to pay off my study loan. I feel suffocated by the weight of this decision...
I can't sleep, because this keeps me awake at night.
dave41
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Ask him to give you a time-frame since you have some liabilities that can not be overlooked, marriage should be not goal at such younger age when you need to build up your career.